Thursday, May 31

what a night

On 31st may 2012,there's some unwanted,unhappy and unpleasure things happened.it's so scary night for me and i was insomnia for the whole night but thank god too cz nothing hurt me too :(

Around 1130pm, when i came back from mid Vally with cousin and sister from the mickey mouse exhibition,and trying my best to focus on study.Suddenly,i heard some noise under my window.For your information,my room actually face to jungle site and sometimes monkeys will come to visit our room :(

Ok, at first, i thought there must be some monkeys playing under my window and actually i saw some reflection through my window..So, i quickly stand up to close the window.When i stand up,OMG, i saw a guy hide under my window and he quickly stand up when he noticed i am looking at him.So,we eye to eye contact around 3-5 seconds,so u can imagine what happened to me right ? I was scream like hell!!! "arghhhhhhhh!!!!arghhhhh!!! pencuri!! pencuri!!!"...I am so sorry if i scared you in the mid night, BUT this is my reaction T.T

I thought he's coming to steal something or what ,so without think again,i close all my windows and open my door to run from my room,and it's surprise me whereby majority of floor mate or block mate came out to make sure what is actually happened, so we were just discuss and discussing there but without take any action on that guy and perhaps he had ran away that time too.Another malay resident come back from keeping her clothes and told us that she saw a guy ran away too,so for sure the guy i met is REAL human but not ghost right ?

Around 5 minutes, our Penyelia come to my block to visit me ,the first word he asked me is : Ni Hao Mah? means are you still ok in English.My respond was .."ermmm,so far so good" and start to explain what I saw bla bla bla...

That penyelia is super good and nice and quite concern about this issue too because another issue just happened on morning whereby around 6am++,a Malay girl wake up to pray and she met a guy too but I not really sure about what happened after that because some even said the guy follow her to toilet and etc.

The penyelia guide us to check what is actually happen around my window there and out of sudden we found a big lubang at tennis court there which believed is broken by that guy who observe us! It's was so scary and we even found that our toilets are not in safe situation whereby people can easily get into toilet via toilet's window.What the Hell ???After that we even check those empty room by room at Block B to make sure there's nobody hide inside the room.Our Penyelia did promised he will take some actions on it but i was wondering what kind of action will he take???

So,girls, especially to those staying in hostel ,Pls close your window or curtain and do contact police or your penyelia ASAP if you found something.Don't ever try to follow or catch him by yourself. Stay safe !

Friday, May 25

相信自己

曾经,有人问我,你通常怎样了解自己?
我回答:看别人怎样对我来了解自己。
她说:你很特别,可是我看到了些东西。


然后她做了些小小的雕塑,找人做了些例子。


"自信的反面是自卑,自信也是可以装出来的。
在武装自己时,一句肯定或是暗示可以让你很开心,也足以让你陷入谷底"


"这类型的人常常要人家告诉他怎么做”


“他们也希望人家看到他”




她说,相信自己,你可以的。


我 :逃离眼神


她又说:我发觉你这个小宝贝很特别,你会用尽一却来逃避。


现在的我,我想说,我想改变了,我不要活在别人的世界里,好累。


我会努力相信自己。摆脱以前的自己。

生命

享受生命,不一定要轰轰烈烈
不需要所谓的大房子,大车或者是大事业。。
听了以量空中的爱,突然觉得生命很可贵。
对,最初的感动才是你生命结束前最重要的。
就像分享里的个案,离开时,她不是要什么富贵,要得只是妈妈的花生糊。。那个最初的味道。如果不是个案哥哥勇敢的提出让妹妹再试一试,个案可能就会带着遗憾离开了。在她小时候,妈妈喂她,如今在快离开时,妈妈依然喂着她,同样的是喂着仿如小孩的她,但这回却是快去世的她。
生命真的很可贵,不要轻易就结束你的生命。
越来越多的人,选择了结束他们的生命,只因为爱情,功课。。
看到朋友的status,真的很有感触 。 "呼吁老师家长们,在告诉孩子如何好好读书的同时,请告诉他们如何好好活着!。。。同学们,生命不是单行道,而是充满无限可能的车站,此路不通,可以规划其他旅途,搭下一趟车,只有有耐心和努力,会是一趟精彩非凡的旅程!你有无限可能!" ..


虽然空中的分享和朋友的分享是那么的短暂。但,这深深的感动了我。

祝福大家,也祝福我自己。